| | hello xanga! i'm never on this damn thing anymore... forgive me xanga, for i've been cheating on you with facebook. I watched myself wither away in months and i was terrified that i had changed. changed into this unrecognizeable pile of zombie blending in with every other unrecognizeable pile of zombie. that's a scary feeling. i felt doomed. lost. jipped. but, recently, i've learned that she was dormant inside of me. waiting to come out. and she did. i am still nikki. i still dance and flail and sing about the asinine. this made me feel very good. it all kinda came about when i went back to school. getting out of the house was a breath of fresh air. and things with jamey are getting more exciting too. so, we now have a lot to look forward to... like A) jamey getting paid as much in one week as we got in one month back when we were poor B) owning a house in january C) me being certified to work as a preschool teacher D) getting our freakin' passports! E) and having a set date as to when we are going to start making some babies!!!! (may 1st 2009, bitches!!!... the little nikkis and jameses will be on their way!!!) last time i wrote in xanga, i had a dog. now i have two dogs and a cat. i still live in the same cruddy apartment, but it's done us well. i did teach a belly dance class for a little while, but it didn't last cuz no one could get their schedules together, not even myself. oh yes, i saw a tornado! i saw it sunday. it was unbelievable! i don't think anyone got hurt though. so that's good. which means i can enjoy it entirely without feeling guilty :P so nikki is doing fantastic! she's very excited and overwhelmed with the possibilities of the future!!!!! oh yes, and i HATE SEEING PREGNANT WOMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(they make me cry... and make my uterus flail) STUPID PREGNANT WOMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(i can hate pregnant women, can't i? just for now??? until i have babies????) |
| | Posted 9/7/2007 2:56 PM - 32 Views - 2 eProps - 3 comments
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